choices choices choices we all make the wrong one we all make the wrong ones but what aboit the ones that are made for us we have never been in control of our lies have we ? density has been written for us but what is left for us? nothing ? what is left to hope for? what is left to dream about? what is left for us to become? life so pointless yet so beautiful in all the same moment,

life does it really matter what is left? does love, life does lust really mean anything? its said what will be will be, but the only thing that is absoulte is death that is our fate but what is left apart from fate. love really does mean nothing after all we are all destined to fall but do we have a choice in how? in when? only death is certain but i cant stand stand to have that choice made for me pre decided there is nothing any of us can do about it but why are we so of out of control what is left nothing just the certainty that death will come and that we have to wait for that to happen but how and in what way is that right on any level that we will all die nothing is more certain than that, that all things have to come to an end weather we like it or not, weather that is what we want it to happen weather that is what we want to become . what we want what we hope for our selves really doesnt matter nothing ever will.

hoiw are we supposed to cope with the end how are we supposed to cope with the end how are we supposed to goabout life when all there is is death we all no its gonna happen we all no everything has to end its just the way things have to be but why does life have to happen why does it have to happen why does it have to be this way what can we do to stop all of this is death the only optiion we have to do we have have to live if that is the cvase after all what really matters again the same question what really matters life surely not all the heartache and pain but if that is the case why do we keepon on this sharade that is our lives what is really the point init all i cannot see one any more i thought there was a point init all cos it was gone as quickly as it came so is that all life is a secusion of empty nothings, does lfe really matter after all we will be gone once are time is uponce w have had our share of pain and no longer willing to play this pointless game i dont understand the point init all maybe im just not looking hard enoughmaybe i have not seen the point will i ever will i ever no wjhat the point is but do i ever want to no ? no i never will no what is it i will ever understand this is all so meaningless life really is nothing its pointless worthless.

life really doesnt matter so why do we keep fighting it why do we all go on keep on fighting.
life really doesnt matter what difference does any of this shit any of our decsions. there is no point i give up